STRUGGLES!

I struggle within my mind

trapped insanity in my head

visions of my life passes by

visions of my death

I'm cold and still

sometimes I don't know my own thoughts

is anything even real and if it is I don't even care

cause I can not feel I am so numb

from all the miseries Life throws my way

I struggle and I hurt and I've had enough

Death come for me

I give up..take my last breath

Struggle inside me

I am ruined and rotten

I do not feel cause the only true love I had

treated me as I was nothing and without his Love

I will not go on and I will never be the same

I will join Satan in hell with all the lost and insane

My friends of miseries and shame

smothered in tragedy

my voice is gone

but remember misery loves company

one day we will meet again in

HELL

one day you will know pain that never leaves

when we are burning with the rest of the unforgiving

No remorse for the helpless ones

I will feel no more sorrow

It's a shame I woke up and I am beginning to hate what comes next

what comes with the sunshine is more struggles, more hurt, and more bitterness

instead of love like we use to have for each other

now all we know is were beginning to hate one another

DAM THE STRUGGLES!

DAM THIS LIFE!!