Dont judge

As the rain hits the window i slowly cry myself to sleep. trying not to let let my feelings show. blocking everyone out i slowly go in to a deep depression. i get it now i finally learned my lesson. i feel like I'm in saw yea its time to play a game
my minds blank, but everyone is still screaming my name I'm glad I'm different because that means I'm not the same. you wanna know the price in loving someone? it brings misery & pain. your focusing one that special someone it makes you go insane.being lost in your thoughts and feeling so ill. see I'm a true writer..i write from the heart i go deep in my skill.
trying not to get close to my family trying not to love my friends they say love kills.
don't say you know because no one knows how i feel. i maybe smiling on the out side but in side I'm dieing. I'm getting sick of all the forgiving all the trying.
trying to make things right with people who don't even care judging people by their looks how they dress Wat they wear.
& forgiving people who crushed my dreams laughing at me wen they heard my screams.
forgiving all the people i thought was my friends so i go to God for the answer he lay me down & wash away my sins.
now i don't know if you know Wat this means....don't judge a book by its cover..because nothing is always as it seems.