How i feel with you!!!

You cant replace all thy usement you have done my way, you cant try ta build a bond between thy,its to late
all thy pain ann suffering thy put me thru,cant be forgotten,nor can it be forgave. to many years have already went by.what if thy would die,how would you truly feel? you say thy wish you would of put me up for adoption,abortion,or even would wish ta have a different child.. who says thy to a child of any thy way?! you have been emotionally abusing me for years,how am i supposed ta respond back?! i dunno any other way besides ta tell thy the truth everyday. but you don't listen ta me. why?! why does everything i try ta say toward thy get ignored?! or push away?! ann thy say your a good mom toward me thy say thats a lie...but ta thy face they say you are!