I like how I live when I miss you.
Cause the void can't be filled if I kiss you.
And if change is a constant then leave me,
Cause I'm changing right now, best believe me.
I'm guilty of falling in love with the pain,
And coaxing it's tenderness out.
Familiarity in discomfort's reign,
And angrily sobbing with doubt.
Don't look at the moon and think of us,
If you can't see my soul as it adjusts.
I may be gorgeous, but not one more word,
Drunk off your tongue and my vision gets blurred.
I can't get away and forget all about you,
But it's easier to run with a smile...
I hate what I hate when I doubt you,
Just to jumble reality a while.
And when feelings make sense there's a distance.
A push and a scare; non existence.
You dare to miss me and I always listen,
The glitter ain't gold but it damn sure glistens...
Looks a lot like it, but the grass isn't greener.
I'd hop the fence, but that there's my cue.
Strung out with-drawls from your pointless demeanor,
And the image is cracked, and so is the view.
And I need to blame, but I'm too understanding.
The implosion in me, I can feel it expanding.
Bending so tightly but told to let go,
And just when I start, there's your fire; aglow.
I could very well be your guilty pleasure.
Cause we're sweet like perfume when you lift up the covers.
But it's not enough and it cannot be measured.
When you don't want to love but you want to be lovers.
There is no real close to this chapter in time,
When I still feel your thoughts being raptured with mine.
I pretend to be steel like the bullet don't burn,
But I'm lost in this beauty, cause I just never learn.
