You Were <\3

I could fall into tha sea of red. 
I could tell you thought I was dead.
I couldn't wake in tha mornings light, 
I couldn't win this one last fight.

I promised ta start again,
I promised ta be a good friend.
broken promises killed tha most,
broken promises followed my ghost.

you were too good to be,
you were special to me,
you are my first true love,
you were my angel from above.

then, my world was bright,
then, I could wake in tha mornings light
now, yer nowhere in sight
now, there's a rough fight.

my eyes are done crying,
my ears done listening,
my mouth still screaming,
but my heart, ain't beating.

letting go of what I once had,
letting go is what makes me so sad,
but I have to man up and do what's best
you were my first, you made me a hott mess