I'm your puppet

Do you not see the tears that fall from my eyes?
Do you even care that I'm not alright?
Do you ignore all my cries?
Am I even on you're mind tonight?

Does it make it okay that you apologize?
Or that you take back that apology anytime you feel fit?
How about leaving my heart all traumatized;
not wanting to love cause I'm scared of it.

What about it being just fine for you to move on,
yet giving me hell if I even try?
Do you know how I wish you'd stay gone,
when you leave me alone to cry?

I'm under your control,
just a puppet while you have the strings.
The devil who owns my very soul,
a captive bird with clipped wings.

I can't break free,
no matter what I do.
You captivate me,
and I love you more then I want to.