The one friend that I want to hold close to my heart
Is in undeniable pain because of me
Because I lead him to believe that I fell for him
As he fell for me
We decided to hangout one weekend
With my brother Sean
And then we started joking around with each other
Everything was fine and dandy
I decided to open my big mouth and say
"You know, since you're dating Morgan, you're technically
dating me and Vickie as well"
Wasn't exactly the smartest thing for me to say
He was really happy when I said that
We started cuddling, since I was depressed
And looking for comfort
He got me calmed down from crying and I started falling
I wasn't thinking as I was acting on my feelings
He was lying on his back as I lying on my side
The next thing I knew, I kissed him
The really unexpected thing was, he was good at it
But then Sunday came rolling around
And my ex that I still had feelings for decided to
Show his face and tell me that he wants me back
Plus he asked for my hand in marriage
Of course, knowing me, I didn't know what to say
I love Mark to death and all I ever wanted was to
spend the wrest of my life with him, but then again
I'm just afraid that he'll brake my heart again
And then there's Zepher
A really nice, sweet, funny, and heart warming guy
That means no harm to anybody
And someone to call his own
It was a very difficult decision for me to make
But in the end I made my decision
I strongly listened to what my heart said
It screamed for me to be with Mark
A week goes by, I still wonder weather or not I
made the right decision
Zepher is still, yet so am I
Hopefully time will heal these wounds
