Everyone always says what's going through your mind
All I do is smile and keep pushing on
Like the sand of time through the hour glass
My eyes are shattered from the scars
I can no longer see for this pain has destroyed me
My mind doesn't even let me be
Cant you see I'm struggling
Stop yelling and hold on to me
I need you to care
I'm slipping of the edge
They say how can you fear that?
I just sit and lay back
Pretending I don't care
But it's just another scar
Inside my heart
Every rose is red
From my blood
That's how far I've come
Peace will never follow me
I'm mentaly drained
Thinking non stop of ways to end the pain
Healing won't start
God knows he can't heal me
The pain I'm in is to deep
Even for him
He created me for the worlds sins
Everyone asks me, explain how you feel
I just say I can't and I hide behind my mask
No point explaining if my mind keeps eating at me
I pretend to be alive just so they can leave me
They don't even realise suicide is an option
Seems like the petals across winds
Is where I'll end up
Death is my only escape
