Falling into the deepest hole.
Isolated from reality.
Cold as ice,
My heart has been ripped out of my chest.
Torn into a million pieces,
Thrown to the floor.
I should have known.
I was stupid to fall for the lies.
To think for one second i was the least bit important to anyone.
Who was i kidding,
My life is without love, and care.
Everyday i wake up and tell myself,
"It's all going to be Kay, God brought us another day."
But I'm not Kay,
I never am.
I lie to myself and others.
Just so everyone can leave me alone.
The reminder of your soft hands against my face bring a sharp pain.
So with this knife,
I will do this whole Fawking world a favor..
And just leave.