Restless Dreams

I can't seem to sleep.
I cry for i hate this feeling.
I dream weird dreams and,
Nightmares seem to be coming back...
More and more each day.
I can't find the meaning
And i get a dreadful feeling.
It bugs me more each night
The questions i can't answer.
I can't seem to sleep,
When the thoughts keep ruining.
I feel irritated...
Bothered,
With restless sleep...
Unanswered questions...
Dreams i can't figure out.
It's a riddle i can't seem to solve.
I'm afraid...
To lose me,
To lose you,
To lose my family,
To lose my life,
To lose everything.
I'm afraid the answers will be bad.
I'm afraid but i can't play these games.
I need honesty.
I need truth.
Even if it hurts.
Don't worry about my feelings,
Just tell me.
Don't lead me on to where it will hurt more.
Just let me move on,
And tell me the truth.
Tell me how you feel.
So that i may stop breaking.
So i can heal.
And find those who may be worthy...
To love me,
To know me,
To be my friend,
Or my partner for life.
I have life goals,
That i want now.
But i won't reach them all
Which is a downfall.
Even since I need to earn some.
I can't sleep,
For it's only restless sleep.
So tell me now before i fade.