I was here just living then something like this happens
How do I pull myself back together and be a captain
You made me a mess as I saw you face death
But made me a man when you took your last breath
So much lessons and the pain made me cry
But none compared to when they closed your eyes
Life is a package and yeah yeah it is nice
But the card told me that it came with some surprise
I pretend I am cool but I am not Chris
I pose for the camera but whose smile is this?
Here is my life change and made new
A painful lesson but now my mistakes will be few.