Locked on you

You did in deed do many things to me
so many i don't quite remember them all
but i do know they all hurt me deeply
i did love you stupidly and foolishly
but loosing you has really opened my eyes
to things that i was so
blind to when i was locked on you.
i never though we would part
but when we did
i soon realized there
is so many great thinks out
in this world that i was missing because
i was locked on you.
I want to be close but right know i need time and space.
i won't confront you or talk to you till you make the first move . every-time i lay down to sleep i pray for you that maybe karma will hit you and you will fall flat on your ass
and no one will be there to pick you up...
I loved you once then and second time and the third time i fell hard for you
but then you helped me realized
the third was just a fantasy.