My last parade

Ive seen real love, but what is Real?
I had pain, and open wounds to heal.

I had sorrow and so many wasted tears on the ground
Nobody saw me, just clean words with the empty sound.

Love was not there for me, for all those lonely years
Not going to have was just a dream, and strong holding fears.

Leave me there when Real Love is nothing but a parade
Give me that strength, to dream where once love was made.

Fighting my wars is what keeps me moving on
I would lose my battles, but trying made me healthy and strong

I cannot put me in a place like love, where I dont belong
Please tell me its not over even when you know I'm wrong.

Tell me this parade is for me in the future to wait.
I lie for now, like yesterday because then I know its not to late,

To lose my last fiat.