I'm not okay

I'm not okay
And i need for you to know
I'm in hell everyday
I smile when i want to cry
And i lie when I'm in pain
Can't you see the tears on my face
The scars of my mistake
I'm sick of saying I'm okay
I'm sick of lying to your face
I'm sick of pretending and being the good kid
I'm sick of knowing you can't see past the mask
And I'm so sick of living everyday
The cuts get deeper everyday
Cause I'm not okay
I lose more blood from every cut
cause I'm in pain
Please help me
I'm getting worse
I can't go on
I'm not koay