Who am i now,
you ask,
i'm just a girl trying to survive the world.
A girl,
who's had a bad past,
but who hasn't let it affect her,
a girl who's grown from the pain,
into a strong person.
A person,
who yes has a cold heart,
but willing to help anybody who's down,
a girl who loves knowing shes made
someones day,
a girl who isn't happy all the time,
but loves cheering others up.
A girl with a broken heart,
sharing her story,
hoping it will help others,
going through the same thing,
letting them know you need me i'm here.
A girl who still doesn't trust,
but slowly is starting to care,
taking it day by day,
moving on with her life,
just wanting to forget the past.
Memories run through her head all the time,
good ones,
bad ones,
nonetheless still always there,
some make her smile,
when others make her cry.
Memories stay the same,
as the people in there change,
some for the better,
others for the worse,
friends grow apart,
you find out who your true ones are.
Willing to hurt anybody who hurts them,
even if that means hurting herself,
in the process,
best friends becoming strangers,
strangers becoming best friends,
wishing some things didn't change,
but being grateful for what shes learned.
Always wishing things were different,
but taking what god gives her,
and doing her very best.
A girl,
who's trying to start her life,
reconnecting with old friends,
making new ones,
and letting go of people.
thinking positive thoughts,
and throwing out the negative.
Putting a smile on her face,
even if its fake,
laughing all the time,
trying to forget the pain,
slowly it disappears,
even though she has a way to go,
she'll be okay.
In the end,
the strong girl she is conquers,
lets go of people who hurt her,
become closer to people who don't,
try to open herself up,
for there's more to her then you can see,
hoping not to get hurt again,
but protecting herself encase it does.
Who am i now,
just a girl trying to survive this vicious world,
still hurt,
but growing from it,
letting nobody slow her down,
or get in her way,
a girl living her life,
doing the best she can,
not willing to give up.
