I let you in to break my heart
toyed with my emotions
scrambled my brain
destroyed self confidence.
I loved you, and still do.
You threw me aside
to throw your life
to someone more fun.
then you come back
used, broken, tired
wanting and needing love
like the one I offered back when
like the love I wanted and needed all along.
deep down, to have you back
is all I ever wanted.
I will look at you and smile
...and say no.
you won't get any pity from me
years later I will laugh
at what you have become
but deep down, I would rather
have been there with you
the entire time.
it should come as no surprise
I dont want someone else's leftovers
I'm no longer nice enough to be used.
even if I liked the abuse.
