Times like now

Times like now,
is when i need my mom the most,
my dad and brother,
just don't understand.

My mom,
was my backbone,
she kept me strong,
she kept me going,
times like now,
i need her the most.

I need her to tell me,
its fine baby girl,
you'll be okay,
forget him,
hes nothing,
hes worthless,
you deserve better.

Times like now,
when it feels like nothing is right,
is when i need her the most,
i miss you mom,
more and more everyday,
5 years in December,
since the day i lost you.

I wish you were here,
with your arms around me,
holding me tight,
stroking my hair,
wiping my tears away,
letting me know everything is alright,
that yes right now,
things are hard,
but its only temporary,
its times like now,
i need her the most.

I miss you mom,
as i look up in the sky,
i know your watching over me,
i just want one thing,
please mom,
let me be okay,
times like now,
i wish you were here,
fixing my heart,
putting me back together.

But your not here,
your just my guardian angel,
watching over me,
so mom,
if you can hear me,
please let me be okay.

Its time like now,
that i need you the most,
i miss you mom.