I'm waiting for him to calls
but waiting is just make me feels stupid
he said he wanna marry me one day
a big joke of my life .
he cames into my life
saying he loves me
yes , i believe him
because i started to loves him..
his eyes is my biggest hope..
his lips is a CPR for me to stay live
doesn't he knows that he complete my breathe?
he just like my oxygen that stay in my heart never goes out like carbon dioxide .
but he suddenly gave me a poke
not poke but shock
he said "i wanna be single" .
why ?
"......"
what i felt then ?
dying ?
crying ? that what I'm doing now .
