The feelings you give me

I feel it happening its so deep inside
I'm tired of being lied to
I no longer can pretend to deny

The process has started
A feeling I can't stop
I'm slowly letting go
I'm so sad I could just drop

I fight with myself over many things
I love you so much
Yet trust is lost
I'm filled with such empty feelings.

Had you stayed true
I would have been content
I would have stayed your girl
I would never have resent

So tonight I lay beside you
Feeling empty as can be
I look at you and wonder
How could you be so cruel and mean?

One day them tables will turn
For all the hurt and pain you caused
You will somehow get burned.

One day you will have sad regrets
You will be so sorry
It will be a feeling you never will forget.

Enjoy all you did to me
Please continue to lie
Pretend I won't know what you really want
When I look in the eye.

Since I was great to you
Faithful even more
It won't hurt me when I walk out our door.

For the love I once had
Is gone evermore
You'll feel that awful smack
When I close your lonely door.