Starting too

There's this guy,
he takes my ex off my mind,
makes me smile,
and feel something,
I've never felt before.

We used to talk,
late hours of the night,
never wanting to get off,
constantly laughing,
making fun of each other,
oh how i miss those times.

My ex came into my life,
and i fell in love,
and the other guy,
vanished out of the picture.

I regret pushing him away,
not taking a chance with him,
when i had the opportunity,
for hes a guy,
who i know,
would never hurt me.

Smiling nonstop,
laughing till i cry,
he makes me happy,
but i don't tell him how i feel,
for i don't think his feelings,
are the same anymore.

He left to Germany,
yesterday morning,
hes in the army,
and who knows when he'll be back.

Over a year,
I haven't seen this boy,
but I'm starting to fall for him,
afraid to,
but i can't control my feelings.

Starting to,
get over my ex,
erase him from my mind,
for this guy,
oh,
does he make me smile.

Hoping hes okay,
wishing he comes back soon,
i wanna go out there to see him,
and be in his arms,
a place i know i'd love to be,
for knowing,
he'd never intentionally hurt me.

Starting to,
fall hard for this boy,
he makes me smile,
takes my ex off my mind,
i just wish he comes back soon,
is safe out there.

I don't know,
if I'll ever tell him how i feel,
for even though its obvious,
I'll still never know,
if his feelings are the same.

This guy,
I've known him for a while,
he makes me smile,
a nonstop smile,
I'm starting to fall for this boy,
and i hope this time,
hes the right one.

This is for a guy I've had a huge crush on for such a long time. We used to talk everyday all day 24/7. But the distance ended things. I don't know, if I'll ever tell him my feelings anytime soon,but he makes me forget my ex and i love that(:.