Monster

I was calm in the mist of the air.
But I still wasn't feeling well.
I am crying with anger.
I may have blacked out...
But I still felt your grip.
I won't back down.
I'll fight for what's right.
I've awakened with bruises.
Black,blue,and purple.
It still hurts.
I don't want to see you.
I don't want to see your face.
Don't come near me ever!
Were not close anymore.
Say goodbye to my kindness,
Cuz your a disgrace.
Your not my brother,
Your a monster.
You only care about your self.
Your selfish!
I hate you!
My body's still shaking,
Still tingling with adrenaline.
I won't forget this.
Maybe one day I'll forgive you.
I'm gonna be strong
And you won't be able to do this,
To me ever again.
I think I'm gonna be sick.
I still don't feel well.
But from this...
I'll never recover.
Their will always be a spot of anger,
Left in my heart for you.
I think after this...
The fifth time now.
I've done nothing to you.
I hate your girlfriend!
She only makes it worse.
You act different around her.
Like your family is nothing.
She can't make excuses for you.
I won't even accept it.
You never say sorry.
Take credit for your actions.
Your a disgrace!
You may bruise me and kick me down.
I'm left with anger...it still hurts.
But I will never stop fighting for what's right.
Face it...
You have no control.