I'm tired of being the one to care the most.
Tired of being the one who always apologizes,
And looking like the weak one.
Because the reason for what I do things is not called weakness,
Its called love.
You should learn from it.
I say sorry even when its your wrong.
Even when you're the one at fault.
I apologize because I don't wanna fight.
But you don't seem to realize that.
Let go of your damn pride.
Yeah, yeah, you're he guy.
It's good to hold your head up high,
But not when your pride is holding you back and pulling you apart
From the one you love,
And who loves you back.
Because I'm tired of coming second.
Second to anything that gets in the way.
Everything and anyone always comes first,
Because I remember when I used to be your number one.
I always placed first...
Now I'm down to second,
And it gets to me because you've always been my number one.
I've always thought of you first,
Because pleasing you is something I care about.
But you,
You don't see that.
You don't understand what I do through every day to just make you happy.
But when you don't even realize it...
It got me to the point where I just threw my hands up,
And said "what the hell".
I cant keep him happy one way or another.
He's my only one,
And I'd love it if he forever could be...
But I can only put up with so much...
And you know what,
Ive had enough.
I need to stop being the one to care for everything,
Stop being the "pleaser"
And you never trying please me.
Because saying I love you once in a while isn't always enough when you're a thousand miles away.
And I'm sorry,
But its been your mistakes.
And if this pushes me away,
Keep it in your conscience that you never tried hard enough,
You never showed me your love...
You speak of such a thing that you cannot prove.
So I'm done being the weak one,
I've tried,
But...I cant keep on...
