What the hell is pain ? Looking your family in the eyes yet never acknowledging they ever existed in your life?
What the hell is pain ? Knowing the one you supposedly love, keeps in contact with someone he's super emotionally attached to and not being able to do anything about it?
What the hell is pain ? Feeling the strained beating of your own heart while controlling your tears with the millions of thoughts gunning your brain down?
What the hell is pain ? Going to work pretending all of the above never happened, never happened at all?
So go ahead and judge me all you want, be jealous for all I care and butt in my life as much as you want... this is my life, and these are my choices.
You're not me, and you will never, even in your wildest imagination, ever be me.
~ eRNie ~
#This pain is only temporary, but I'm losing what's left of my dignity.#
