Throbbing Torment

I tell you I'm OK,
I'm not.
I smile,
But I'm really crying inside.
I tell you I'm fine,
But I feel pain.
I tell you there's sun,
When really it's raining.
I tell you I'm OK,
But...
It's only to make you smile.
It's all fake
Cuz my body still aches.
My heart is throbbing
My head is pounding
I suffer your torment.
You have a disorder
For creating sorrow
There's a word for you,
Affliction...
Something that causes hurt.
I will create a cure,
To your evil.
Love,
Faith,
Hope,
And friends.
I will rise up
And my smile won't be the opposite.
One day you will see me
And regret leaving me in the dirt.