I've been in and out of love
Or so I thought
That I've been happy
Until it was the boys that I've fought
Trying to get something real going
To keep the blood in my veins flowing
So I can be with someone who wanted the real me
But I guess that only happens in my dreams
I blame myself for having so much faith
But now and days, I had to have it in some way
So I believe that maybe my dream would come true
Until I was always left bleeding with nothing else to do
This apologizing and "I'm sorry."
Ain't that much working for my heart
I knew I had to find out the truth about real life
But I never knew it would be this hard
For all them boys who betrayed me
You can keep your guilt inside
Cause since I found out reality in love
I now feel more alive
You can forget about loving me
Cause I know you still wouldn't try
Every single one of you
Killed me as if I was caught in a drive by
