The essence of you

Its been so different in these few years,
in which i shared my tears.

I know that you have watched me grow,
but still ill never show.

My head a mess, my heart was gone,
with pain that wayed a ton.

To watch you come and watch you leave,
for this i couldnt breathe.

This pain will never go away,
but this i have kept at bay.

No one will forget you face,
because you had so much grace.

Sometimes i wish i could take your hand,
into your precious land.

To see what you see and watch you be free,
and leave your spirit be.