Please, Change. Please, Change.

Please, change.
Please, change.
Please, change.
I always think to myself the time after our fight,
And my constant telling you to change your ways.
I always end up being disappointed.

Sure, the songs you dedicated to me were beautiful,
And the effort was priceless...
But why after a day you go back to how you were?
Why?!
Is there some kind of expiration date to it?
I have to keep picking a fight to have you apologize
And make it a bigger deal than it could be
Because that's the only way I can feel your love.

Now, maybe all the other times it was for my personal benefit for a while,
But this time,
I'm serious.
I meant it when I told you that I didn't want you back unless you changed.
Treat me the way you used to.
I felt like the most special girl in this world.
Like I was YOUR world.

Please, change.
Don't disappoint me, please.
Don't make me leave you.
Don't make me have to put mind over heart,
And have to let you go.
I don't want to.
I wanted you forever like we planned.
But, I cant if you don't change.
I cant let it all go,
Put my efforts to rest,
And deal with whats up ahead.
I cannot.
I'd do anything for you,
Kill for you,
Die for you,
But this I cannot.
I cant sit here and take the pain you cause.
I cant wait by the phone forever,
I cant forgive you like whatever,
I just CANNOT take it anymore.
It kills me not to talk to you,
The urge I have to pick up the phone and dial your number,
You don't know how bad I want to...
But I shouldn't,
And I know that,
So I'm not.

Change.
be sweet to me like before.
Take care of me,
Make me happy,
Talk to me,
Cherish us,
Do anything in your power to get US back.
Anything will be much appreciated.
And I guarantee,
You wont be alone on this.