I just wish you could understand.

I don't get it,
Why you want all this attention.
You are a silly girl.
You tell so many lies.
And you think you're in pain?
You let it out everyday.
To everyone.
And they all feel sorry for you.
You complain to me about all your little problems.
Try being the girl that keeps it all inside.
That has to pretend.
Who has to hide her scars & her pain from everyone.
The one that is going through more than you ever have, more than you'll ever know.
That girl that has to avoid breaking in front of everyone, everyday of her life.

That's me.
I hide everything that's real.
You let out all the lies.
I just wish you could see what it was like, to feel the way I feel.