I'll Miss You

I didn't hang out with her one last time,
Because I didn't want to say goodbye
And didn't ask to hang out
For fear of being rejected one last time.
But I wish I would have asked
So when I look back at the past,
I wouldn't feel any guilt,
And I'd be filled with chills,
Somewhat of a feeling that lasts;
If I had a person to apologize to,
I'm sorry it ended that way.
And If i had a person to talk to,
I'm sorry I have to go away.
But thankfully I don't have both;
If i tried to talk I'd probably choke,
But I believe in that little bit of hope,
So I know I'll see you someday,
Or somewhere, you know.
I hope.
But If not i can meet you at a pit stop,
Have a little coffee and talk.
Have a little bit of memories with these tears,
And tell you all my old fears...
... And how sad it is to see them come true.
How sad it is to see them in you
And to continue to improve through
The levels where you now lay.
I love you like a sister or a brother,
Like the One to my Another,
And I know it'll be better
That we didn't hang out
But just know...
I miss you.