Once Again

Once again,
i fell for your pathetic lies,
you played me like a fool,
why am i so stupid,
i didn't see through it,
you did it again.

You said,
i miss you babe,
i love you,
i don't know why I'm with her,
lie lie lie,
maybe it's the truth,
but i highly doubt it.

What is wrong with me,
why am i so blind,
oh that's right,
love makes you a fool,
makes you believe lies,
makes you think there's good in people,
when in actuality,
its not that way at all.

Do you hate me this much,
to once again,
have to play with my heart,
to pretend I'm a game board,
that I'm your puzzle,
see how bad you can mess it up,
well i hope your happy,
you win,
you broke me beyond repair.

You might be a daddy,
i hope that child to be sick,
i hope you have a miscarriage,
i want the worse,
for you once again,
broke my heart,
made my soul cold,
destroyed every ounce of love i had.

Never again,
will i fall for your lies,
this time,
there's no hope left for me
five new cuts,
a x over your initials,
your dead to me,
I'll pretend your 6ft under the ground
locked away in a box,
no more to be seen.

You did this,
you brought me hope,
and tore it out from under me,
left me crashing to the floor,
hoping i break into a million pieces,
well you got your wish,
I can't feel anything anymore,
I'm forever lost,
just an empty person,
of a once happy girl,
who doesn't care anymore.

Once again,
i fell for your pathetic lies,
but they sounded so sincere,
you played me like a fool,
why am i so stupid,
i didn't see through it,
you did it again,
but instead,
this time you broke me forever.