As Difficult as it sounds - On the road home

Hello darkness my old friend,
I've come to chat with you again,
Because I've seen this vision constantly in my mind,
A vision that could be my future,
I see myself alone surrounded by enemies,
Their coats sharp like razor blades,
Dressed in silver,
Eyes shiny and face smooth,
Legs short but pointy,
They move closer to me hundreds of them,
I try to fight back but they are too strong,
Every time I touch them they cut me,
Their coats are just to sharp,
They surround me in a circle and say "You can't escape us",
They say "We are your family",
They say "We we know you the best",
They say "Come home",
Home is where the heart is they say,
And I have been missing home so much,
When I was at home I've never been so happy,
Being at home took my pain away,
All the struggles,
All the turmoil,
Everything was gone when I was at home,
But then I strayed away,
My problems came back,
And I had to deal with them with no help from anyone,
My true friends are at home waiting for me,
Darkness what should I do,
I need your guidance,
Please give me a sign.