I feel nothing

I see your smile
And I dont feel pleased
I look at the sun
But feel no warmth
I see the steam of the hot water
And iam not burned
I drink your blood
But taste air
I walk on knives
And do not bleed
I see You hug me
But I feel no heart beat
I walk in a crowd
But I feel alone
The only place where I feel something
Is when I'm in the grave yard
And see my name...
On the blacken stone.