Tears and more tears

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I lay in my bed as I dread for this night to never come again

I lay shaking as blood trail down my legs

My body is stiff my eyes are swollen

How could you do this to me

How could you ?

Little did I know is this was just the start

Every time I hear foot steps I prayed with all my heart

It never worked god never spoke

So I lay in my bed deprived of every thing

As tears storm down my face the one man

I loved raped me my own flush in blood

And that�s not even it

I here more foot steps there getting closer as we speak

Here we go again my knees began to get more weak

Three more guys enter my room from that point on I knew I was doom

They had there way with my for eight hours straight

And when my brother and them left I couldn�t even conquer up any moe hate

At this rate I knew I was goanna die

Locked in a room no food no water nothing

All I could do was sit around and wait�.

No one to love

No one to hold

No one I am stuck all alone

15 years I was put on this earth and sorry god but its ma time to go

I cry one last time as I lit the match I found on the floor

I was burning this place down I cant take this shit no more

As I see the smoke and the flames go up in the air i ball up in a cornner holding

my stomach I envision heaven as i close my eyes i feel no more pain i smile cuz heaven is all me

And my baby must kno�.