A Beautiful Girl

A Beautiful Girl,
betrayed by everybody she loves,
first love broke her heart,
brother threw her to the floor,
dad focuses more on his son,
moms no longer here,
friends backstab.

A Beautiful girl,
in a world full of pain,
trusts nobody,
doesn't let anybody in,
for fear of being hurt again,
won't take the risk,
she'd rather be alone.

Always told,
your such a beautiful girl,
smile that gorgeous smile,
be happy that your alive,
little do they know,
being alive is the hardest thing for her.

Sometimes,
she contemplates ending her life,
just saying goodbye to everybody,
not that they would care or anything,
but doing it for herself,
so at least when she passes on,
her spirit can tell them,
she did say goodbye,
you just didn't listen.

Every day,
every night,
she takes out that blade,
the one to end her life,
looks in the mirror,
wonders how blood would look flowing out her neck,
maybe flowing out her wrists,
a cut so deep,
even the doctors can't fix it,
stitches are useless,
surgery won't help.

A Beautiful girl,
doesn't see herself that way,
she thinks shes okay looking,
she fools everybody,
lets them think shes this happy girl,
thrilled about life,
that she loves everybody,
but little do they know,
shes an actress,
she can fool the best bullshitter,
shes taught herself well.

Hurt behind belief,
shes been shattered then re broken,
pain so strong shes completely numb,
the blade doesn't phase her,
friends saying i love you goes in one ear out the other,
hugs don't mean anything,
kisses are just lips on lips,
no meaning to it,
emotions are in the past,
numbness is the present.

A Beautiful girl,
in a world full of pain,
trusts nobody,
doesn't let anybody in,
for fear of being hurt again,
won't take the risk,
she'd rather be alone.