Confession

I have a confession I feel as if you should no everything ; from the beginning to the end , I cant control my self around you its like you got me in a love spell and I'm stuck but the problem is that you let me walk away before , had made me fell in Love with a guy that I thought was grate and way better then you till my heart got broken nd I thought he was just like you , but now I see the difference he was just a jerk nd you did it because you did no how to express your self and you was not mentally ready to be with me that is not an excuse for the way you treated me but I have a feeling that you are ready but its your fualt that I'm not I blame you, your the reason I got hurt because if you had been there for me and not push me away i wouldn't have dated the jerk nd got my heart broken even more , we would have been together but I'm trying real head to forgive you but it's hard and I Loveeuu more then anything and I hope it works between us I really do