As much as I try. It doesn't stick. As much as I pray, can't get rid of this. All the thoughts, and the dreams, they haunt and tease me. Wondering daily if you'll finally believe. Days turn to months, my hearts no longer @ 100%. I'm wiltering from within, all because I love u, only because my heart lives, only because u touched my soul, only because my heart won't let go.
Feeling like I'm suffering, and I don't know why. What did I do? Where did I go wrong? Why do I hurt? Is this a symptom of love? Questions I ask, and then I pray, there is no way, its going to stay this way.
I know love isn't easy, and I won't always get what I want. I never promised the moon and stars, because they're not mine to flaunt. I know that it'll never be easy, and I'll never promise that. I know that ppl will judge, but truth is if I worry abt that, then I take the chance of losing out, cause God didn't open my heart, or my mind, to take in what doesn't matter.
We might be wrong, or we could be right. We might not make it, but could we give it a try? We might succeed, and be able to thank the man. And @ that point you'll probably understand.
All I'm sayn is.....
I feel like my glass is full but I'm swallowing nothing.. My heart is beating but I have no pulse.. My mind is wondering but I have a blank stare. if I can't think abt u, there's nothing else that's worth thinking abt... If given a choice, there'd only be one answer.. If I could write my own story and it play out every line... Mistake it not, you'd be mine...
Missing you is hard to do...and as the days go by, I see now, that I have no choice but to.
If I had my way. If there was a choice.. If your heart would permit.. You'd be looking at me, feeling me, loving me, and falling asleep to my voice.
Scattered pieces...
