Counting my tears

One tear rolls down my cheek
Contained with only a speck of my pain
No matter how many tears I cry
Relief isn't something I can gain

Two tears roll down my cheek
Carrying the tiniest portion of my fear
No matter how many tears I cry
My eyes will never blear

Three tears roll down my cheek
Inside you can see my anger
No matter how many times I cry
I never seem to get stronger

Four tears roll down my cheek
Pulling my loneliness down with it
No matter how many tears I cry
Ill always feel like a misfit

Too many tears to count
All carrying what I am
No matter how many tears I cry
They'll always be a puddle of pain, I never out-swam