As i sit in this room
reminiscing about the past
seeing friends Ive had
and friends Ive lost
i feel questions come knocking at the wall
wondering could i have changed it all
maybe if i was there or called
checked the conditions instead of watching the fall
would it of made a difference if i was there
all these questions hang on the very thought
could i have changed it all
as days pass it acquired to me
am i as bad as those who led to that hideous unforgetful day
