If I'll Ever Be Fine

Lying
Smiling
Just trying to fit in
Crying
Screaming
Is where i begin.

Hoping
Thinking
Never seems to end
Hurting
Cutting
Is where I defend.

Hating
Despising
Is all I'll ever be
Seeing
Knowing
How little life means to me.

Comparing
Judging
Is all I ever do
Pointing
Criticizing
Only me, not you.

Ending
Finishing
This life of mine
Wondering
Questioning
If I'll ever be fine.

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