The Last Day

The last day,
i saw you alive,
wasn't the best,
i wish i could rewind time,
and make that day,
the best day of your life.

Knocking on my bedroom door,
telling me who's here,
so loaded on pills you can't stand up straight,
slurring your words,
you manage to ask for a hug,
backing away i say no,
slamming the door in your face.

Walking into the walls,
as you walk downstairs,
i think to myself,
can she ever be clean for once,
i follow you down,
and go outside.

You try to talk to me,
i won't listen,
you say you have to the count of three,
i say start counting,
and walk away,
leaving you behind,
like i didn't even slightly care.

Left the next day,
no hug,
no kiss,
just a plain out goodbye,
hope you the best,
you were out of my life.

The last day,
i saw you alive,
i regret what happened,
i wish i had hugged you tight,
saying i love you mom,
wish i could rewind time,
my biggest regret,
leaving you behind.