Sick of humanity

Sometimes I close my eyes.
not because I want to,
or because I am sleepy
But because human beings tire
my eyelids,and I can't no longer bare
this weight humanity has planted upon my shoulders.

I bow down my head,
to silently ponder..
how absurd we have become,
or not just become..
but how absurd we always have been.

If only we could push aside statistics and all of that we so proudly claim to know..
wouldn't we find something that we DON'T know?..
to look beyond labels and brands.

Oh,
I'm so sick of you humanity..
with your lies and discoveries
and the believe that you,
you humanity,
are god.

I'm sick of being a part of you,
humanity..
to witness how you build up only to destroy once again.

I love life,
But I detest you.

Humanity.