Cried herself to sleep

-Don't want any critiques on this one please,just how i felt<3-

She cried herself to sleep last night,
the first time in a while,
memories of you & her play throughout her mind,
she remembers being in your arms,
hearing you say i love you,
she remembers everything.

She says shes over you,
she tells everybody hes dead to me,
that she no longer wants to know you,
when the truth is,
yes you are dead to her,
but her heart beats for the memories,
misses your lips against hers,
misses what they once had.

She deserves better,
but if she could have you,
with no fights,
no jealousy,
just pure love,
she'd be with you in a blink of an eye,
back in your embrace,
never letting go again.

Shes happier,
smiles more then she has recently,
but misses you,
misses us,
theres a new guy in her life,
makes her glow like a firefly in the night sky,
but somethings missing,
he doesn't have her heart,
to scared to give it away again,
but easily would give it back to you.

She cried herself to sleep last night,
the first time in a while,
memories of you & her play throughout her mind,
she remembers planning the future,
picking out kids names,
looking at houses & apartments,
everything flashing back,
tears rolling down her face,
she can't do this again,
she needs to forget you,
&& that girl is me.