I feel it clawing at my insides
The darkness creeping
Seeping through my eyes
The essence of it all
The anger i can't stall
Getting to me
I can't hold it off
I think I'm going to fall
Its easier to give in
and let it all go
Never caring, never worrying
Feelings so cold
Never needing to love again
Never worrying about hurts amend
A smile always
Look at me and watch as i ascend
But what then?
What happens when I can't Love anymore?
When I can't help someone else's sore?
What happens when from falling I hit the floor?
When I can't help someone else's rotten, cold core?
We all need each other
Whether you'll admit it or not
A certain presence
A certain warmth
Preventing my own Decadence
