You say your seeing someone else.
I felt as if I didn't want to love anything else.
Why? You ask. Because I know you will always be better than all the rest.
It cuts like a knife, to know that I killed our love by not being there...
And just like that, out of our lives we dissapeared.
You must think about me here and there, yet I can't seem to get your voice out of my ear.
I adored...how you would talk to me so sweet and all the things you would tell me that we can do.
If I moved to Washington to be with you.
Sitting in class, clouds of you.
Because of you, I don't trust anyone anymore.
I cry about it every once in awhile.
The love I had for you, that I adored.
Would never ask for more.
I was ready to be your girl forever, to marry you.
Do the things we had spoke about doing, have babies.
I always knew I'd always be in love with you.
I became even more depressed, having never touched and I went crazy on how I miss you so much.
Happiness now is just a bliss. It stays for two minutes. Then I start thinking about you.
Sometimes I wish I never known you because then I wouldn't have to hurt..so much.
But I know overall, I'm happier having known you than not at all.
Not catching me when I fall. I now feel what it is like to love someone unconditionally.
Sometimes I wonder if you've think I've found another, and moved on.
I have but still your at the front of my mind.
I feel like somethings not right.
Walk into Rite Aid, standing on the line I see Nicoderm patch boxes.
I think of you, I really hope one day before its too late you quit the "chew".
You promised you'd never go your seperate way.
We promised wed never leave eachother.
Rain is falling, heart is pouring..
