My reluctant beloved

You stood so far on a sandy beach,
That no one once could try to reach.
And held a sigh by you that said;
"Away just keep, don't try to beseech."

How could u not remember me?
I was your life, cant you just see?
Through thirty years i sadly asked,
If you are a traitor or forced like me

I took no care of these fake signs.
My sun comes over your beach and shines.
Although i bled a lot to near,
I crossed this road of thorny lines.

But still i see you're far away!
My love, you're getting farther day by day.
How much blood should i more bleed?
To hear a word of love you say.