Knowing that I'm hurting you .
Knowing that your crying somewhere out there and that I cant do nothing.
Knowing that love isn't enough.
Knowing that tears are dropping from your eyes.
Knowing that you never will leave me .
Knowing that all that can save you is by me being gone.
The knife that I'm stabbing you with I can not see much less control .
I need to leave you but love you so much .
And will I survive leaving you?
Of that I do not know and much less want to know cause the answer of that I fear.