Ramblings from a Cynic

Dark as an onyx star,
My doubt and confusion
Burst forth from my eyes.

It's been hard to see lately.
Your love and closeness
Have been absent from
My presence.
I can't help but wonder..
No.
Don't ask questions
You can't stand to know
the answer to.

I've been keeping to myself lately.
For good reason.

I don't know what's wrong with me now.

The harshness in your words
Gets left behind
And gathers in the hollows
of the teeth marks on my arm.

Please don't f uck with my head anymore.
It's already been driven crazy
By the overdose of THC
In my brain.

I need you to be in love with me again.
Just like we used to be.