What are you doing!?(I don't apologize to you anymore)

You're destroying yourself,

Destroying everything,

Everyone opens up to you like bookshelf,

But you are too stupid to see a thing.

I opened up to you,

I couldn't tell you the full stories,

But I gave you clues,

And what do you do?

You complain as if you were dying,

And you always search for sorries.

Are you blind?

I told you almost everything,

I was supposed to be hiding,

I trusted you with anything,

But I was the second priority,

Behind,

Your big curiosity.

But with all I told you,

You should have known,

In the end I would be the one,

Who would have won.

Even if you try to put my friends against me,

In the end I will repair it all,

The stupid and evil one you will be,

And everyone will be against YOU.

And you don't see,

You are destroying yourself slowly,

And you also don't see,

How much you hurt me.

You hurt me,

But not as hard as the other one,

Ya, that was the story,

The one I told,

You were the only one who knew,

How hurt I was,

Ya, awfully.

But I learned from and after him,

So I am not as hurt after you betrayed me,

Oh well,

Trust obviously doesn't mean,

Anything to anyone in this country.

Now,

How could you complain,

When other people are in so much more pain,

All you see is me, myself and I,

Sorry to break it to you,

You wont listen but I'll try,

To explain something that will maybe open up your eyes.

Don't complain if someone opens up to you,

And can't tell you the full story,

I know you have so much curiosity,

But if you don't learn now,

You will have to learn not in an easy way.

You are destroying yourself socially,

You are going to end up alone,

I can't help you if you are against me,

You will be on your own.

I know I can't fulfill your curiosity,

That's why I am lying,

I am doing the best I can,

But you give me no choice except to start acting,

So that's what I am doing.

So now don't wonder,

Why I told someone not to trust you,

I think these lines are the answer,

Sorry that it came to this,

No, I don't apologize to you

Anymore.