It Burns to see other couples
happy,smiling looking in eachothers eyes,
holding hands smiling at eachothers stupid jokes,
being mad at eachothers jealousy...
I envy them...
I envy how much I wish I was happy ...
I wish I can hold your hand,
as our fingers dance along beside eachother...
as our palms sweat and we let go wipe the sweat away and dance another song with our fingertips connecting....
I envy that sound of lips touching one another...
I envy seeing and realizing that I'm in moral jealousy wishing I can kiss those lips I used to claim mine..
I wish I can touch your face with my fingertips ..
and see you smile
and as i smile you close your eyes and
I drown in for that everlasting kiss with our
lips fiddling in joy..
I envy it all....