~ Something in the way he talks, attracts me like no other lover.
You'll always be the only guy for me.~
We talk, We feel, We laugh, We know that it is real.
We dream of being with us, but we live so far away.
I dream of laying next to you, every night from all the drama and finding the true love I catch but craves or releases on its own.
We always text and call one another, I text and call you for the past days. No reply.
Gets the thought, you may be cheating, even if it was so, I astrayed the thought.
Been too hard and too long for me to believe.
I let it slip away on its own, and hopes to life, it isn't so.
"Just wanna let you know I am seeing someone", in a text.
Breaks my heart.
A night previously I texted you because you couldn't talk: "You know I don't care about the ghosts in Hawaii anymore. We can get married there."
Text this to you, after giving you space of not talking or texting, maybe something you wanted, even though it seemed out of the ordinary.
I didn't want to make things worse.
Maybe you wanted to have some thought in space.
I'm surrounded but I'm alone.
Its not gonna be the distance forever, so have patience babe with me.
So that we can continue to be endless lovers.
I miss the sound of your voicen how it brightens up my day, warms my hear, soul, and mind.
Whenever I am stuck in the drought of doubt.
I was in love with this guy living in Spokane, WA.
A man I sought and thought of him to be, guy in Spokane I was going to marry.
I was in love with you, what we were and what we could be.
